I look in the mirror and there all I see,Is a stranger of a person staring back at me.She has wide blue eyes and a proud, joyful smile,But all I know is I haven’t seen her in quite a while. She looks back at me here and smiles once again,I think I know her from … Continue reading ‘The Woman I Was’
‘In the End’
Here we are we've reached the end, The day with which we couldn't contend, Taken from our lives and the people we love, To watch them sit and weep because of the above. We didn't get a choice in this, we were put here by some, Being or thing that made us work until we … Continue reading ‘In the End’
‘The Professional’
You are meant to be there to help me you see, So why the hell do you continue to be, Continue to be so unkind and uncaring, Your ‘I am the professional’ talk has become very wearing. You sit there and tell me that I am not well right now, But also that this … Continue reading ‘The Professional’
‘Until I see you again’
I feel trapped in my thoughts with nowhere to turn, I cannot speak to anyone, as much as I may yearn. I feel a wave of sadness, of grief and despair, Like a part of me is missing, one which I can never repair. I have lost the one thing I have always wanted, how … Continue reading ‘Until I see you again’
‘Recovery’
After all that I've been through, I never thought I'd say, Here I am still standing, here to take on another day, The words you say cannot hurt me now, not one single letter, It's just sad that's the way that you made yourself feel better, I do not hate you, I think I pity … Continue reading ‘Recovery’
‘The Way I Fall’
I feel like my whole life is crumbling around me, Yet I am powerless to stop it, I just sit and let it be, Whatever I do or whatever I try, Part of me just leaves everything ready to die, I want to fight so much, but I just feel completely stuck, But why can't … Continue reading ‘The Way I Fall’
‘Half Love’
I am only ever good enough for the half love you see, Where you just come and take what you want from me, You treat me as though I am the only one, Then at the end of the day you are done, I am left confused and unsure what I did wrong, Then there … Continue reading ‘Half Love’
‘Those who judge’
The judge is there everywhere that we turn, Always in the background and he will never learn, That we judge ourselves daily for the things that we do, Nobody is safe from the judge he is cruel. The job that we do, the clothes that we wear, And oh all that money over which we … Continue reading ‘Those who judge’
‘The Judge’
I hate the way you judge me and say you wish I was dead, Then these thoughts and feelings I can't get out of my head, The way you stand there and tell me that I'm a waste of air, I sit in my room at night then crying in despair. 'Why do they all … Continue reading ‘The Judge’
‘The Lost Soul’
All I seem to do is sit in a wave of hope and despair, Too far gone is my soul for any kind of repair, I cry, I weep and I cry once more, But still here I am constrained to this law, The law of this truly weird and odd place, And from it … Continue reading ‘The Lost Soul’